CUBILONE’S DIMENSION TURNED SEVEN

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Obligatory Cubilone’s Dimension birthday post. Cubilone’s Dimension turned seven yesterday. Hurray.

Obligatory musing on whether the person who started this blog counts as the same person who’s writing now. According to one of the latest VSauce episodes, the answer is no. Especially since it’s been seven years since that fateful night in Mytilini, no less, and every single atom of my body is allegedly different from its counterpart back then.

Obligatory confusion at the direction, lack of content and ideas as of late, as well as semi-long write-up on personal identity crisis that is reflected in blog, too.

Obligatory follow-up comment and notice that it’s not the lack of ideas, there’s always been plenty of those, in fact it’s the incredible soul-crushing plentitude of ideas and the inability to differentiate, my inability to resist distraction and simply devote myself, whether it be to an idea, as aforementioned, or a cause, or even people. In other words, I don’t put the work in and call it flexibility. It’s my personally most beloved and most hated characteristic. But could it be any other way? It’s all a matter of perspective, after all. Some people call me scatter-brained, some call me versatile or… an interesting person. In the most basic philosophical level at least, they’re not seeing a different qb.

Obligatory comment on how self-referential this all is. How post-modern of me.

Sometimes I want to see this place burn, the same way I’ve been having this urge lately to delete all of my photos. At the very best, remove Cubimension from the net, perhaps start over, perhaps not, tuck it away in some hard disk or USB stick next to the old MP notebooks, only for my own eyes to see and heart to recordar (to recordar, to remember in Spanish—maybe also Latin, I have no idea—is to pass through the heart again. That is what I feel happens when I truly remember, especially when *bleep*. Unless it’s a false memory, then it’s the brain’s vile work). At the very worst, simply delete all, forget all. Leave it to the Wayback Archive and the often surprisingly robust memories of friends and readers what shall remain of the past, my past, Cubilone’s past. Are we the same person anyway?

Obligatory reminder to not take myself too seriously. It’s not good for PR. Everybody’s taking themselves too seriously and I’m different, aren’t I. Or if I’m not, I know I can be. A unique voice that could, in the sea of unique voices that in unison is showing intelligence but the only signs of intelligence it’s showing is self-consciousness, while forgetting it’s a liquid, instead acting as a collection of vaguely connected assortments of molecules occupying space. That’s what gases are, aren’t they? They work kind of like liquids, but they’re, heh, farts in the wind. Remember, keep it light. Light but flammable, if possible.

Gramatik – Tranquilo

I had been looking for this song for ages. Then uTorrent offered me Gramatik’s whole discography for free when I installed it and I had the opportunity to look through Gramatik’s entire back catalogue to finally find this gem. I knew it was Gramatik!
Traunquilo. A solid piece of advice I could definitely use these days in particular. If my goal is to go with the flow, these days I feel like a leaf stuck on a rock in the middle of the river. July will be a tough month.

“The many reasons (32 so far) why we DON’T succeed in learning languages, and retorts for why we can”

Daphne had been insisting that I leave the inn in HabitRPG I had so cozily settled in the past few weeks; thatTrapper Santa boss would certainly not kill itself! I actually did, but actually I hadn’t. By some mistake I didn’t really click on the button which makes you leave the inn (or the flipping site/my laptop/our internet was being unresponsive) and thus missed my opportunity to join the party and fight the boss. This made me very angry indeed. I started fidgeting around the site trying to find a way to undo this when I clicked on Challenges.

One of the top ones was Learn a Foreign Language. I was intrigued of course and swiftly followed a link sending me to an article titled the same as the title of this post on a site called Fluent in 3 Months.

While the author is plugging himself in more ways I considered possible, it’s a very encouraging and thorough read for someone like me whose ambition is to become a polyglot,  but it could be just as useful for anyone aiming to learn a foreign language . You’re probably going to get information overload from that one but it’s worth a try and anyway it’s a valuable resource. Even I had no idea all these sites existed dedicated to all these different kinds of language practice. I had probably just never looked hard enough for them, subconsciously following some of those 32 excuses myself…

Review: The Art of Dreaming

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My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Carlos Castaneda is certainly considered required reading for any person even slightly interested in the occult, ancient practices, magic, dreams, altered states of existence or completely different planes thereof. This one was the first book by him I finished, if you exclude The Teachings of Don Juan which I began reading in Spanish but never finished because my Spanish just isn’t as good as I’d like it to be yet.

Contrary to other of his works, this one he wrote many years after the events he describes therein had come to pass: apparently they had been buried into his subconscious because of the altered state, the second attention, he had (mostly) been in at the time. Only almost 20 years after his apprenticeship into understanding and navigating the world of dreams by Don Juan was he able to bring what he learned to the forefront of his consciousness and then put it on paper.

I liked The Art of Dreaming, especially the first half. I read that when I was in the coach from Athens to Sofia and it helped make the journey much more dreamy; it made me feel that it was a passage in more ways than one: in the physical sense -travelling from one point of the Balkans to another- but also in this transcendental sense, this thing you get when you learn about the details of a profound truth. I came into The Art of Dreaming expecting something practical -Castaneda’s “Lucid Dreaming for Dummies” handbook- especially after learning that it was he who popularised the technique of looking at your hands as a reality check, something I picked up and have used successfully numerous times. The beginning of the book was entirely like that: it was him learning about the different methods of dreaming consciously and going through the “gates of dreaming”, as well as finding out about the complicated intricacies of the assemblage point and its manipulation. That link is a good summary of the book’s most interesting “academic” part.

But, like Castaneda himself in the book, or at least the person Castaneda wrote himself to be, I too need my objectivity, for that’s the way I was taught to perceive the world, as Don Juan would have said. Therefore, as the book became weirder and weirder and Castaneda strayed farther and farther away from what my dream reality -even in my most successful endeavours in lucidity- has looked like and started going into the dimension of inorganic beings, alien energy scouts and the like, I started losing my point of reference and ultimately my interest. By the end of the book his narrative had become so convoluted that I couldn’t figure out any part of what was happening – perhaps an apt representation of Castaneda’s own recollection of his strange experiences.

What however made things more interesting for me was this article I came across shortly before finishing the book which uncovers Castaneda as a complete fraud. Apparently after the success of his first few books, which, it is implied, were also figments of his imagination, Castaneda became a sort of cult-leader figure; when he was exposed he disappeared from public view by secluding himself in a villa together with three of his female companion sorcerers. The story is complicated in many levels; I can only say that the narrative of his books and what happened in real life is difficult to tell apart. In fact I’m sure that even if Castaneda proved to be okay after all (a possibility we still can’t discount since, from where I’m standing, the revelation of the hoax can be a hoax as much as the supposed hoax itself) the automatic reaction from a scientific and rationalist status quo seeking to disprove just to confirm its dominance would have been no different.

At this point several possibilities and parallel narratives have arisen: the story of the book itself; the real events which inspired Castaneda if we are to accept that his books are only adaptations of what really transpired; the reality of his life undescribed in the books – what we would see in a Castaneda behind-the-scenes; and the dirt that has come out that Castaneda was a complete hoax, which is 100% in line with “skeptic” views. All these interpretations exist simultaneously in a sort of entangled limbo: any one of them could be true and the fact wouldn’t negate the veracity of the other versions – they could all be true simultaneously. Additionally, on a meta level each one of these stories has something different to tell: about the human willingness to believe and the power of belief itself, about the unfathomability of the universe, about the dogmatism of contemporary intellect, about how powerful your fictional story can be to be able to ultimately convince even yourself that it’s the truth – especially if millions of others already believe it to be so.

In another interpretation, you could see how these are all just different layers of meaning, just like Don Juan described reality as an onion consisting of layers of universes. The hoax coexists with the book’s story and it’s only a matter of intent, a matter of the position of your assemblage point what it is that you’ll end up keeping from the whole affair.

Even if Castaneda hallucinated everything he ever wrote about, this book has made me think in ways I’m sure were not intentional but have arisen anyway as part of the complexity of being a thinking but chiefly intuitive feeling person alive in 2014. If this book is a valuable collection of techniques that -as far as I can tell- really work and a story of them being put to use, where does the fiction begin?

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qbdp Episode #1: Podcast ή Πόδψαστ


Link για κατέβασμα

Καλά Χριστούγεννα!

Το πρώτο πραγματικό επεισόδιο του quixotic baboon’s dangling phonetics είναι γεγονός. Πριν με ρωτήσει κανείς, το quixotic baboon το υιοθετώ σιγά-σιγά καθώς μου ταιριάζει πολύ σαν αντίστροφη ερμηνεία του qb (cubi). Αααχ, μια μέρα θα την πω και την ιστορία του ονόματος. Ίσως είναι ένα καλό θέμα για ένα μελλοντικό επεισόδιο! Yes, that’s it!

Τι είναι το podcast; Γιατί μου ήρθε να ξεκινήσω ένα; Ποια είναι τα αγαπημένα μου και ήταν οι εμπνεύσεις μου για τούτο το εγχείρημα; Ένα play θα σας δώσει μια καλή ιδέα.


Links

Notes in Spanish
The Partially Examined Life
The Higherside Chats
A History of the World in 100 Objects
Get Lucid
Hardcore History // Common Sense
You Are Not So Smart
Kyle’s Cult
Three Moves Ahead
Podrunner

Review: Historia de una Gaviota y del Gato Que le Enseñó a Volar

Historia de una Gaviota y del Gato Que le Enseñó a Volar (Colección Andanzas)Historia de una Gaviota y del Gato Que le Enseñó a Volar by Luis Sepúlveda

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

¿Un gato que se llama Zorbas que es grande, negro y gordo?¿Una historia que toma lugar en Hamburgo?¿Un poeta que sabe varios maneras de volar?¡Me parece que este libro se escribió para mi! Creo que yo no la escribiría diferentamente, si yo fuera el escritor. Quizás Sepúlveda es yo mismo en una reencarnación futura/pasada, tantos similares me parece son nuestros estilos de ver la vida y el mundo.

Los gatos protagonistas, aunque tienen personalidades simples y son más caricaturas que personajes (¿animales?) verdaderas, me parecían de buen gusto. Todo el libro es de buen gusto, describiendo imagenes hermosas y emocionantes, incluso para mi, por mucho que es para ñinos. Se partenece en esa categoría de obres que pueden leerse de personas de todas edades. Y en ciertos casos, los mensajes simples pero profundos se entienden mejor por los adultos.

Este libro fue el primero que leía en español y por eso no podía entender todas las bromas, especialmente esas que tenían que ver con palabras. Entendí cerca de 70% de que lo leí. Pues nada: me gustaba y lo visitaré de nuevo cuando entienda cada única frase! Este tiempo está cerca… ¡Muajajajajá!

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Soundself

This looks like it could have been made -at a basic level at least- in Extending Perception, Extending Action from last July. *sigh* What beautiful memories. I haven’t really posted here about that, have I? About that and the whole Academy of Fine Arts and my rejected application for the Digital Arts MA last autumn? I already feel a kind of perverse nostalgia about the time when that window seemed momentarily open. I’m content with how things have unfolded so now worries, though.

Back to Soundself:

Antichamber is pretty good and the sound design is decent too. I’m looking forward to this, so much so that I wanted to contribute to their Kickstarter, something that I’ve to date never done before. Too bad having to say goodbye to ~€280 for German + Spanish B2 exam fees today and the €4 left in my bank account don’t exactly help. No complaints here either. Just saying.

Doesn’t this look cool too? Deep Sea: The scariest game ever

Journey of the Sorcerer — Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy Radio Series

I’ve read the first four books of H2G2 and I can safely say that they have been some of the best fiction I ever came across. It’s the kind of fiction that underlines its property of being fiction by so successfully parodying our own, not so fictional (?) reality while being irresistibly witty at the same time. In the words of the brilliant George Bernard Shaw:

“When a thing is funny, search it carefully for a hidden truth.”

These days, probably because of my long hours of sitting around at home, I decided to start walking more. The thought came quickly, perhaps making me want to walk more in the first place: what’s better than walking with the company of some good auditory stimulation? In Denmark that is what got me into Spanish; what would I get into this time?

So I’ve been listening to the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy Radio Shows, which incidentally preluded and later inspired the books, having first been aired in 1978 on the BBC. I can tell you, it’s great fun. Each season – book consists of six half-hour episodes, so if you don’t feel like reading the books but still want a dose of Douglas Adams running in your veins,  making your reality this much more realistically insane, you can’t miss them. Well, you can, obviously, but why would you want to?

Incidentally, the following track is used as the theme to the show and has become emblematic for the series/franchise itself. Douglas Adams wanted something that sounded sci-fi but also gave off an impression of travelling and hitch-hiking. What do you think? I think I can’t stop listening to it.

Triana – ¡Ya está bien! – Necesito

Από τους στίχους καταλαβαίνω ίσως τα μισά (αν τους διαβάσω)… Αλλά! ’70ιλες Ανδαλουσιανοί προγκ-ροκάδες που ρίχνουν μέσα και στοιχεία φλαμένκο; Si, por favor!